Friday, October 26, 2007

where is my life??

I am having an emotional night for some reason. I have put Mikaila to bed and this is usually the time for me. I paint my nails, give myself a facial, catch up on the internet, watch tv, relax.
But for some strange reason tonight as I am reading everyones blogs and learning about their lives and what is going on them. I am overcome with sadness. I miss my life.
The life of my house, my bed, my tub (have you seen my tub) my husband, my ward, my friends. All little things that I have taken for granted in the past. We have been away from Oregon now for three months and seven days. Somedays I just want to go home. But dont get me wrong we have had a lot of fun visiting family and friends here in Utah and seriously some days I dont know what I would do without them. But tonight I am just sad...

8 comments:

Bridget said...

I miss you!!! It has seemed like forever since you've been around. It's almost like you moved away with the intent to move back again. I can't imagine being away from home for so long. Hang in there! Not much longer right?

Mandy said...

we should be home the first part of December...cross my fingers

Mahina said...

you are missed!! i know what you mean, though. vacation is fun, but there are times when i wondered what everyone was doing back at home while we were galivanting around the western usa. it just goes to show that we all need a place we call home, a place that is ours, a place where we make memories, a place we can just go to to relax and unwind! hurry home so you can enjoy that again and so we can enjoy having you around!

ciara said...

Funny you said Wonderwomen I had thought about that or Alice in Wonderland as well. Yesturday was a blast! I wish you could just stay here, I'm sorry you miss home I can't imagine not having your own space for that long. If you need an out anytime just call shopping or just hanging-out will at least help, love ya!

Bouncing Balls said...

We miss you, but before you know it you will be home and you will remember back at how quickly this time went by. I can hardly wait to see how grown up your little one has become.

Heidi

ciara said...

too funny we left messages for each other about the same time :) Let's get together soon!

Darilyn said...

It will be so nice to have you back. Just think, Christmas in your own home. Nice thought huh? We are all excited to see you again.

Darilyn said...

Nice Family Picture on your blog. I love it!